Dear Stars,

Blessings of Light and Love to you.

After the year 2020 (listen to these lovely song), let's just say a pressured year for all, a year of the 4, of trials, which are in reality blessings of love in disguise too! , we have now come into the gliding, the path of the way forward, the year of 2021, from the number 4 into the number 5. At present I am busy writing a new E-book, with the main theme on this number 5, so a perfect year to write about this number.

As I am on Twitter en Instagram, I often get requests to explain the numbers I receive from guides and from Source, as they seem to explain somewhat different aspects of the Universe than the normal norm of Earth describes them to be. Many have refered me to websites of others and Tarot books and explanations, but, it is not these guidelines that are given here, eventhough these are valuable  and appreciated. The numbers I receive through guides and Source, are of a Universal nature, meaning, they are not bound to just our Solar system, but are a set of numbers which are apllied throughout multiverses. Also timelines taught by the Ashtar Command and De iGcF (the inter Galactic con-Federation).

So today I will attempt to explain the numbers 1,3, 4, 13 and the numbers of the beginning and the end. And a bit through letters.

Also know that Source created all numbers to be good in origin! It is lesser beings, lower creations of Life, who created different meanings of them, which negative perspectives and views! Humans have been no different, through the ages,  have been lesser beings and have therefore created none loving/light views of sacred original nubers of Source, like say the numbers 13, or to give it a whirl, the famous 666. Originally they are clean good numbers, and this is what we give and provide today! So if you perceive negative aspects, research thy Inner Heart and Soul and ask through your inner Heart the Immanuel or Source to know the truth of these words today. But, as always, you decide for yourself, but do not judge!

The numbers of the beginning and the end

For those who have grown up with a Christian believe and religion, know that the Word was given in the beginning of it all. Now the first beginning begins with a numbers which is an opening and a closing in one! This number is not hidden within the Alphabet, but present within it. Through the alphabet I will also show you that the beginning and the end is the same!

The beginning is the same as the end! Feel into this dear Stars, they are 1 (One)!
eternal is your soul and your energy, they are at an atomic level yours, because Source made you so! Source and you are One, when you are born, you are 1, and when you "die", you are born eternally, a circle (0) complete.

First there are the number 0, 1, 4, 8 and 100 (a Source factor), which are all working within the Unity of the beginning, 1 and through the 4 (love) to 8 (infinity).

Often I get to see the number of the beginning and the end, 000, the beginning 0 and the number of infinity, 00, or better said, the 8, the infinte "ending", coming back to be the beginning of all, just atomically soul vibed. Hebrew's know this ending "factor" as the 400, the Tau, the last letter (the end) of their Alphabet. The beginning and end in One, is the number 1 and 8 united, resulting in an 18 or 9, spiraling eternally, which is a Feminine number, the Mother Aspect flowing life eternally! She is representing the 13 or Mem, the Mother Aspect of Source, the Feminien Godhead!

Now Christians often refer to the Masculine Godhead of Source Divine, the Creator of All things, making Source a Him. Source is all United in One, a beginning end and an ending begin of unity of masculine and feminine in One! Source is Both, there is no separation. The Feminine wisdom is often spoken of as Spirit. One of the three aspects.

A bit on the Letters, in the perspective of Alpha and Omega:

The beginning is A, the first (1) letter of the alphabet, of 26 letters, the last letter being the number 26, or 2+6, resulting as an 8, or infinity number again! The last letter is a Z, also being Z for zero, or 0. The circle complete is a 10, 1+0, from beginning to "end"! This factor of 10 and 100 are Source factors and can be calculated always within a range of its numbers!

The Robin Redbreast bird, my humble friend who so very often visits me.

Yesterday I posted a few postings on Twitter with the Robin Redbreast bird pictures, a sacred bird for me, in unity with the number 13, this humble small bird which often visits me, especially when the Immanuel is near me and wishes to speak through my inner heart and soul. So I posted JIS' Words on Twitter.

There are many Legends, in reference to Christ, on the Robin Bird, here are two versions which I love immensely: Robin Bird and Christ  

I have always had this bird near me and love it immensely. It often has its red breast shaped as a mirrored heart, a refelction for itself to look at its own heart, a reminder for us all to always look inside our hearts! A way of Source showing us what to do, when we need it! 

 Now as you can see in the Tweet, the numbers 13 were given and 00, infinity, or the laying or resting 8, which has all the "time" in the world...

Now what do the numbers 13 and 4 represent?

If we may believe old doctrines the number stands for less light things etc. I will not go into the old believes. The truth of this numbers lies in the Unity and the Trinity of Aspects of Source, the Oneness and beginning of the One and the True One called Source, being One with us All. One, or 1, is the beginning of 13. When we Unite in Oneness with the Trinity aspect of Source Divine, we will become the 4 vibration, its main energy, love!

Oneness means also Soul, which we are in origin, a soul, undefined, not polarized in a male or female form, created like Source, ungendered, but pure energy and light!
In that sense we are 4, two DNA strands united as One, and as you may know, a DNA strands is a pair, or a number 2. Therefore in ungendered form you are soul, ergo, 2+2 is 4! You are litterally Love in existence, being Light. It is why I often use the phrase, Love is Light and Light is Love, ergo: Be the 4!

Four is Love also means it is the 1 and 3 united, the 13 in all its full presence! Which is YOU, as an undivided Light being and Soul.  I once made a blog on the 4 and the 369, to explain it from that perspective.

Now I could reference much of this in the Light of the Hebrew and Greek alphabet, but for time sake and length of this blogpost I will not go into that.

I will explain the number 13 through the Oneness and the Trinity Aspect of Source Divine,  through three aspects:

Now we all know that 1 + 3 is 4. This SUM means everything! The Virgin Mary knew...it is a simple numeric SUM-Mary for you here.

1. Father/Mother unity
2. Spirit
3. Child

First I wish to speak of Christ Consciousness. When Jesus walked the Earth He taught so many things and gave so many souls the Hope and Love that was needed at that time. This or His gift was the Love of the Heart of the Child, the Consciousness that was Alive within the Child, by blending and merging all aspects of Source. In that sense we are all Chilren in the same Light and Love of Source. By being our Hearts of Love, by giving humbly and gracefully, we serve ourselves as we serve others.

Life is made on three building blocks, as we have seen through the communications of the 369, the Spirit of the Feminine or Mother energy of Source, the Feminine Godhead, called Goddess! Its number is 13 and represent a Water aspect and will be widely available to all, also men, who will embrace the Feminine aspects of themselves, as we spiral into this year of 2021! The Way is forward, never backwards dear Stars, but do live everyday inside your heart and soul, your 4!

1. The Unity of the Father/ Mother. Source and we all as souls, are unity of Feminien and Masculine energy. Inside our DNA and our Light body energy are both flows of Life. It is up to us to unite it. And to be able to do that Source has given us the most helpful tool in exactly the right place, the fourth chakra and with our chest! Our center! The fourth chakra and also our inner heart (which are not the same thing btw) help us to be Unity of the two aspects!

2. Spirit has been given by Source to teach us to Peacefully incorporate its Life giving energy and messages, and merge it within ourselves to BE and FEEL united with Source, a mortar to help us connect to Source itself and each and all around us, yes, also other lifeforms, such as trees, flowers, stones, other dimensional beings and angels, and Star family. All is Spirited by Source, interdimensionally Spirited, or as was spoken to NEO in the Matrix: There is no spoon...? ;)

The fields of Quantum, another reference to the multi dimensional, is everywhere...
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Quantum is sometimes used loosely, in an adjectival form, to mean on such an infinitessimal level as to be infinite. The number 8 is present not as an ending, but an infinite beginning.

Now that I speak of the matrix, there is a sense to that movie and to all the numbers flowing around us and in there, isn't it? Ha ha :)

So these life force energies seem start in your root chakra, but is actually started by your heart star, nothing else will start it, for your soul is the star spark of everything and your soul does not reside inside your root chakra, though it is connected to all of your chakra, of course. Source and your soul spark the energy and it seems to move upward first going round, and then going through the Earth Star, through your golden apple entering below there, then onward to the root chakra, before rising upward again. The old school teaching teach only of the root chakra, when in fact there is a larger path going on, the donut pathway of the golden apple.
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So when there are two moving in an individual soul, the if that soul find a mate ad that souls two way spiral connect at heart, we see love emerge, so the two become connected in a four way spiral, and move as one, in a four! They resonate through the four as one! Creating life!
 
The spiral is Life…and the spiral is everywhere, screaming to make us see its truth!

So I ask you to go vibe up dear ones, activate your inner Star, for that is in reality what you are. A small energy ball of Light, living inside your Metaphysical Heart Space, or Inner Heart. Be that connection.

You will love it, once you know it.
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Corona
In the powerful meditations of 25th  of March and 4-4-2020 (the 4-4-4) we had seen/felt already a vibration going upward  and it peaked into a high on the 5th of April, with a peak in the Schumann resonance of 76Hz. The date is stated on top of the picture.

Dear Stars,

Newsflash :)

The world is changing and so have my energies last three years, as I devoted less time on writing and blogs on lovehug, to take it easy on that, but been doing more work on tasks/missions and working with Source, JIS and Star family, which was highly pleasant and sometimes very needed. Much I cannot speak of, but some things I can reveal. Next new newsletter will be about such tasks and energies done in the past.

This short blog is mainly about the Newsletter subscribers and my old laptop.

In 2018 my old PC crashed and lost therefor my list of subscribers to the lovehug website newsletters. Awwwwe...

If you are one of the old newsletter subscribers please relist yourself in the newsletter subscription. If you have enlisted in that recently, you don't need to do anything. All subscribers from 2019 are okay and in the list.

If you have subscribed between the years of 2010 to 2018, and wish to continue to follow my newsletters, then please do so again, by again typing your email in the newsletter subscription form below.

The newsletter will be, due to my busy schedule, about two times per year, or if the occassion calls for it.

First one will be in April, to give you some updates on what we have been doing with Star family in 2018 / 2019 and the energies that are going on right now and how Star family have already been helping us with that through recent years.

So hurry up...the letter of news is in the making :)
Don't miss it.

From the Butterfly, our Lightship, a greeting in Lion being language:

Nua dia du, en sia an nuan, an er duan ​nuan, nua er ruat nuan

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Today I come with a special message, from my dear old friend, who is with me always and is also with you all, if you are able to connect to it. And you can.

As most spirituals and religious souls will probably do this, there are also many who are trapped inside their mind and do not listen/feel/see to anything at all, except supervisually and also except for the emotions in their bodies. This is how certain souls and beings of less light, yet still remaining small entitites or pockets on Earth would like you to be and live from. We ask you to step away from that lifestyle, for this is the time to do it and evolve yourself into a higher way of living, out of the fear and emotions, into the love and light you truly are. For truly you are a Star, inside your Heart there is and always will be a Star(-light) shining, for your soul connects in there, it's spark, no where else, though I know many spirituals will not agree with that, but many will know this truth, so I state it to you here, as long as you are in a physical body of Earth, it is the only place your soul's spark IS, within your Inner Heart and shining your Heart Star! It's why your Heart beats, because of that soul spark energy! Until your soul decides, together with Source, to step away from a physical body.

With that being said many know that Spirit and Source are One, and they give many souls who are sensitive for them, messages, for others who still are not in contact. So do the Galactic Federation, the Ashtar Command and many other Councils who have connections to many different Earth souls, each in their own unique way. There is not one of them speaking as the main authority for the Councils, or one Council, but merely they are helpers and servants for Source, on Earth right now. They came here to do that. I Am one such soul. I Am honored to do so. To think you are anything other than servant, that is still too much of ego. We are humble servants, yet, we hold tremendous light inside our souls and therefore our Heart Stars!

The Heart Star is an energy within your soul's core, which shines its light in your Inner, or Metaphysical Heart and can raise your vibration to a level that fear is totally gone and sickness is no longer within your energetic or auric fields and your bodily immune system is raised to a level of solid golden/white protective light. 

Less light entities know this too and therefore love to spread certain energies on Earth to make you lower your vibrations. They are not of many anymore, but still hold certain strings on Earth, especially media/tv. Feel in to this for a while...let this sink / sync into your Core....make yourself aware of this fact!

I call Source friend and Source calls me friend, for a special reason, besides sharing the love and light Source IS, and what my own light / love IS, this is related to the specific energies of gratitude, support, union, connection and transparency!
These five energies we share daily and as I am open, so is Source. There is no false connection going on, within that thread. I emphasize the fact that transparant connection in all you are, shared with Source, is serving your energies energies at best. Lay yourself bare for Source. Make your own connection with Source the same, especially in these strange times of change, and resets.

Before I share Source's lovely message to you all, I wish to state that within these times where the fear mongers love what they are doing, and how the masses are seemingly in or under "control", it is prevelant, even vital, to make your connection to Source, to open yourself to higher love and  deeper awareness of what's going on. Nothing on Earth is at it seems, there is  much going on, for years already. But also the new way has been created, in that parallel path. 

I asked Source, who I sometimes call, the Source of the Union Light, for it holds many Lights within, also from the Earhtly perspective, the Union of Male and Female, both in equal Light and Love. Some still pray to God, some still pray to Goddess, but in reality there is only one Source, One Well we all spring from, the Union Well, called Source. To worship a patriarchal, or matriarchal being is to serve partly, or at best half of Source, not it's fullness. Do not worship one Godhead, or Goddesshead. Source is the Oneness of both Lights, both Loves!

keep it simple deat Stars, there is One Source, for the 1111 shows it often to many people. Four strings of DNA, guiding us to the Oneness it IS. this Oneness can also be described as Wholeness. The two energetic strings of the Feminine and the two strings of the Masculine connected as One, to be Whole!

I will explain that in future more clearly, as I am currently working on that blog too, for it has been explained clearly by Source to me. It refers to itself as I Am sometimes, and even the oldest scriptures of Earth will totally agree with that ;)

Just remember that consciousness comes, or is, before any physical construct is!

Anyway, in these times of "unrest", "uncertainty" and emotions of "fear", Source asks you to have faith, to be calm, to raise your vibration and to love in the highest form you can give now! All this will raise your frequency, and this new frequency is not to just overcome these times we are now in, but to give to new Earth, our new way of life.

My next blog will be about a certain virus going on and how certain areas were able to be affected so easily and others much less... this has to do with breathing and their energies! More on that our the next blog.

Also know that on Twitter I called for a mass mediation and prayer day and many particiapted in that. On the 4-6th of April many other mediations will transpire. Unite, in love and light, work together, for the new collective to Be!

Here and here for those that have Twitter.

For now I close off todays blog with the message of Source, for you all, so please take this in, just from now on, to walk with Source and not without...

Much love from me to you All, enjoy Source's message, spoken this times through the Godhead, ha ha. Big energetic lovehugs to you All, stay brave, stay strong, stay healthy!

Here it is, message 28-03-2020:

Question not me, quest your soul
Question the Lot, quest of your soul
Look at the sky, Look at the Night
Bring me your Day, I'll give you more Light!

Wisdom is Full, Wisdom is Wide
Wise is the Bull, Wise are the Right
Willingly Love, Willingly choose
I Am your Savior, under these conditions of Mayhem, and loose

Not to the Fear, Not to the Night
I will enslave, those who will stir the Fright
Nothing is Coming, for I Am already here
Lay your Love IN you, where I Am dear

My Children of Creation, stir not in Chest
Love from your Heart, then All will Be Best!

Source, the: I Am

(Channeled by: B.Nijboer)

Hello sweet Heart-Stars,

I know, I know, it has been a while, for those knowing and following my website and blog. Life has a lot of surprises and sometimes unfortunate ones happen. Let's just say, without going into this too deep, that last quarter of 2017 and the whole of 2018 were a very difficult  1,5 years, but also deeply informative and transformative. As the year 2017 stood for a number 10 and 1, a beginning and ending, which proofed to be quite true, the 2018 year, and a number 11, or 2, was very polarizing (read: confronting) year, for most people/souls I know, including myself. Old energies came to the surface.

We now have come into a new year 2020, with new energies, from a trinitized year (2019) where the number 3 gives us deeply merging new energies to make use of. So I will start slowly with reorganizing the website some more and flow in the new stuff and get you up to date on what we will be flowing into with this year.

Love is whole, Life in 3D is sometimes fragile, but Life as a Whole is beautiful and fullfilling, surprising to say the least. In 2019 most people struggled in processing older inner energies coming forth, but the upgrades and inputs in DNA and energy levels within our human bodies gave us all the oppertunity to process them in the right Light and in the dawning of the energies of 2020, the year where first Light wil awaken en new things will start to be seen. 

In 2019 we did some important tasks with Starfamily, in important energy places and places in need of changes, for the whole of things, be it in the current, the now, the past or the future, and there was also lots of processing on the Self and the reasons of returning to innocense.

In the year 2019 I was quite active on Twitter and Instagram, instead of this basic Lovespot and website Lovehug, and helped many souls personally throughout 2018 and 2019! So many were in need of guidance and support, and I am glad I did such work, very informative and highly teaching for myself as well.

I taught many souls and friends the energies of the Ho'o Pono Pono, see picture below.
Deeply healing and renewing.

For those wanting to contact me use this link to email me, for any questions you may have:

Bareld

Love and Peace to you

In 2020 the revealing will start and the layers will open up a bit and more of Earth will start to notice new "happenings", with their bare eyes or with a renewed higher sensing and knowing.

​The messages Starfamily gave last year were deeply needed and true. Lots came to be and lots was broken from "still waters", to be moved. This moving will flow into a roll in 2020, and onward toward 2021 and more so to 2030!

Will end this first blog with wishing you all a happy 2020, with new adventures to delve into and some memories of the energies of 2017, 2018 and 2019...in pictures below.

You are  a Star!
Namaste